Remembrance Book

THE COMPASSIONATE FRIENDS REMEMBRANCE BOOK

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	9:45 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:
	My darling, darling girl. We will light a candle for you tonight so that your light will shine brightly among us. Your light is always with me. I could not be here without it, without you. I know you are with us here, there, everywhere. I love and miss you more today than yesterday, more tomorrow than today. There are no words. I love you. Momma


	7:18 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	North Syracuse
	It was almost 4 years ago, December 28th when my life was taken a turn to the most painful hurt any parent has to endure. They tried to tell me my 19 year old took his life in his car with a shot gun. With the pictures of his car is proof that he did not choose to end his life I resumed to investigate. Then was told to back off the investigation for the safety of me and my other son. HOW am I surviving I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!. my Faith has kept me strong and my love for my sons is whats carrying me through. Even though sometimes it doesn't seem to be enough cause I experience such pain that I know it's taken a toll on my health. Each day I'm thankful ,grateful and content to the experience of being a mom,but the huge hole in my heart only makes me content with life, never to find happiness again in the same way as when I was a mom to 2 wonderful boys. I always look at other parents that have loss, in fact a close friend loss 2 children 6 weeks apart but has to carry on for her 1 daughter. Remembering always that someone out there is hurting too with much deeper pain somehow gives me strength. I've learned so much about life after, when I use to think when your dead your dead. knowing that I will "some sweet day" be in the arms of my child (young man) I guess I learn to hide my pain, My heart feels such empathy for all who have had to experience such tragedy in their lives. GOD DOES HAVE A PLAN !!! Six months after my sons death I found a b-day card in his baby book ( which I hadn't looked in in years) It said happy birthday mom, always be happy!!! I'm watching over you always love your son A.J Now I don't remember him ever making that card all in magic marker and I believe he was young 7-8 years of age. Now tell me that's not a sign of there is a chosen time for us all to live and die. Watch for those GOD WINKS !!! BELIEVE THERE IS A PLAN AND A PURPOSE!!! ms. Valerie DiCuffa
	Valerie Dicuffa


	7:11 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	St. Joseph, MO
	Bubby, (Edward)I am lighting this candle in your honor. When you came into my life, you were the most precious gift that I could have ever been blessed with. You brought much joy and laughter into my life. It all ended too soon. At 13, you were just beginning to live and enjoy life. You were always comsiderate of others and loved your family and all of your friends. I miss you so very much. The love that I have for you will never end and you will always remain in my heart and on my mind. I love you the most as my youngest son and you will never, ever be forgotten. You are the light at the end of my tunnel. I have said it before and I will say it again, "If I lit candles to show you how much I love you, the world would catch on fire." I love you so much and I miss your smiles, laughter, hugs, and your happy, twinkling little face. You are a precious angel and I miss you always. I could never write enough or say enough to let you know how much I love you or how much I miss you. I treasure all of our memories. Love you forever and always, MOM
	MOM


	7:06 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Perry Hall, Maryland
	Nick - When I think of you I can't help but cry. What a beautiful young man taken too soon. It's sad to say that I think of you more now that you are not here than when you were just around the corner. Just know you were and never will be forgotten. Thinking of what you went through does give me strength. Losing someone seems to put things in perspective. I am trying not to sweat the small stuff. I am very thankful that you were and are a part of my life. May you be at peace and breathing freely! I love you - Your Aunt Cathy
	Cathy


	7:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Easthampton, MA USA
	We're lighting two candles in memory of our grand daughter Michaela and our nephew Patrick. They will be in our hearts always and their light will never go out as long as memory survives.
	Jackie and Larry Didier


	6:59 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Madison, AL
	To My Handsome Angel, You will always light up my life, forever and ever. All My Heart, Mom
	Gaylene Eidsaune


	6:56 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Huntsville
	Ben and Cory Another candle light program is complete. Cory, your Dad and I have worked together to put a program together for 3 years now and we both still tear up and speak with broken voices. Ben I'm sure you and Cory could feel the love that emanated from the room by us. I hope the two of you have found each other and give each other as much love and support as Ray and I have here. Till we all see each other again. I love you Ben. Dad
	Herb Larnerd


	6:54 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Macon Georgia
	In memory of Amber and Mollie...forever in my heart.


	6:54 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	St. Joseph, MO
	Bubby, I am lighting this candle in your honor. When you came into my life, you were the most precious gift that I could have ever been blessed with. You brought much joy and laughter into my life. It all ended to soon. At 13, you were just beginning to live and enjoy life. I miss you so much. The love that I have for you will never end and you will alway remain in my heart and on my mind. I love you the most as my youngest son and you will never, ever be forgotten. You are the light at the end of my tunnel. I have said it before and I will say it again, "If I lit candles to show you how much I love you, the world would catch on fire." I love you so much and I miss your smiles, laughter, and hugs. You are a precious angel and I miss you always. Love you forever and always, MOM
	MOM


	6:52 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Manchester, NH
	To my dearest son Marc who passed away on May 24, 2009. This is our 1st Christmas without you. I lid a candle for you last night and I hope you saw it above as it glowed. I miss you more and more each day and feel an emptiness in me. You are always in my heart and thoughts. I love you and will always love you. xox Mom
	Louise


	6:50 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Livonia, Michigan,USA
	Dear Nicholas, We know you rest in the arms of the Lord. We miss you but see you happy and whole again. Watch over us all and keep letting us feel your presence. Meet us at the gate when the Lord calls us home. Love, Phil and Patti P.S. Just saw your Mom& Dad........keep sending your messages to them.......they have their good days and bad days.......your beautiful memory is what sustains them.
	Phil & Patti


	6:43 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Wolverine Lake, MI
	Thank you to the Walled Lake Chapter of Compassionate Friends for the wonderful ceremony last night at Shepards of the Lakes Church. It is always a great way for me to keep the light of my sister Amy who died in 1992 and my brother, Matt, who died in 2007 bright. I miss them every day but know that they are with me always. God bless everyone who has lost a loved one. Marcy Hornsby-Mohr
	Marcy Hornsby-Mohr


	6:40 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Knoxville, TN
	In loving memory of my son Adam Banks Johnson, age 19, died 08/22/06 in a one car accident.
	Melanie Hendrix


	6:40 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Lake Odessa Michigan USA
	I love you, Betsy
	Peg


	6:37 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Jupiter,Florida USA
	This is in remembrance of 2 precious children; one my only child Christopher Cantatore who died as the result of a car accident on Nov. 19, 1980 at the age of 6. Not a day passes without my thinking of him. He was a beautiful sweet loving little boy. My heart continues to grieve for him. My heart has been broken forever, but his memory lives on and continues to shine both here on earth and in the heavens as do the memories of all children. My heart goes out to each and every family throughout the world who have suffered with the pain and grief of the loss of a child. This is also in memory of a beautiful little 2 year old girl and Laura Van den Berg of Switzerland. My heartfelt thoughts and prayers to her mother and father they too continue to share.
	Lynn Weiler


	6:35 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Atco, NJ
	To Steve, Jim and Jenna, Precious loved ones, son; brother; granddaughter: As you sit next to Jesus, watch over and protect us. We love you forever and miss you every moment of every day. Yet, we know you are at peace with our Lord and we will join you when it is our time. Until then, pray for us as we pray for you. Loving you always, Mom, Sister, MomMom
	Pat Goebel


	6:34 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Houston, Texas
	I light a candle in memory of my son Chris Dewberry. The most amazing young man you could hope to meet. I love you and miss you more than anyone could imagine. Love you my boy.........mom Christopher Joel Dewberry 7/2/1982 - 3/23/2006
	Pam White


	6:29 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Moorhead,Mn,USA
	As I light a candle today I will be remembering my Son Angel Perez who was just 4 years old at the time of his death he fought a disease his little body could not win but he fought as hard as he could he was so strong and brave through his fight with cancer and went through things we have nightmares about yet he always had a smile on his beautiful face.We miss him so very much although its been two years since he passed our pain is still fresh I dont think we will ever heal from this but we have our strength and our love and I can feel my sons love shining down on me on all of us.He lives on in our hearts. My beautiful Angel baby mommy,daddy,dazzaray,and jr we all love and miss you so very much we take life one day at a time.One day my love we will all be together again until then my love we hold you in our hearts and remember you sometimes with tears,and other times with a smile. We love and miss you so very much. Angels mom Rebecca perez www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelperez Angel Perez(Angel Baby) 10-7-02 10-1-07 forever in our hearts
	Rebecca Perez


	6:23 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	New Jersey
	Here we are, another year, the pain is still there, although bearable, the emptiness in my heart has not gone away. You will always be there with me in my heart. There is not a day passes that I do not reflect on the days when you were here with us. With the love of our family, help of all my friends at Ocean County Compassionate Friends Chapter I will make it through the Holidays. I want to extend my thanks to all of you for being there for me. Harold, Son, I miss you, Love you more today then the day I gave birth to you. I know your looking down at our family we do not have the words to tell you how empty life is with you, I know you see this as you are watching over us. You touched our hearts with your humor, your love and devotion. You became an accomplished Man and Father on your own, no help from anyone. Long hours and hard work with a talented mind and steady hands. My Christmas wish for you is peace in your heart, please keep the candle lit for us, your family, still here on earth, you are alive in our hearts, your new neice and nephew know you and love you even if it is only by pictures and stories we tell them. You will never be forgotten, I Love you My Son, my heart aches for your presence but my heart is filled with your loving smile and embrace, Merry Christmas, til we are again once together through all eternity! Your Loving Mother, Carol Lee Bannier-Paton-Berry
	Carol Lee Banniero-Paton-Berry


	6:21 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Waupun WI 53963
	Melissa Noelle Hanson 12/25/85~4/19/02 You are and always will be my little honeybee. I miss you baby. Mom www.mylittlehoneybee.org
	Loni Wendt


	6:18 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Chattanooga, Tn. USA
	In memory of Garrett Adam Morrisborn 10/20/2002 and at the age of 19 months and went to Heaven on 05/22/2004. Sadly missed by Grandmother, aunts and uncles and many nieces and nephews.


	6:18 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Midland, Georgia
	My sweet Stephen, I miss you so very much. Katie, Josh, Nana, Dad and I were at the memorial service last night. I hope you can know how very much you are loved and missed. You are forever in our hearts. I love you. Kisses to heaven.
	Stevie's Mom


	6:18 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Lavergne, TN
	My son Cody Lee died last year in April. He was only 13 years old! I miss him so much!
	Jennifer Chehab


	6:17 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Leavenwworth
	Jeffrey, Did you see the lights of our candles? It was a very nice candle lighting, a lot of participation. I do this to honor you and your memory, even those times I have faltered, someone will call and need to talk or to come to a meeting, and I know you are with me. I miss you so much, and wish I could see you and hug you and tell you that I love you. You are always and forever in my heart my son. Love ya Mom
	Joan


	6:16 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Midland, Georgia

	Stevie's Mom


	6:15 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Woodstock, Il
	We light a candle to remember baby Audrey Kennett - we know that she is an angel surrounded by loved ones in heaven. We send our love to her parents, Dan and Kellie - her big sis Morgan - and her loving family.
	The Heidtke Family


	6:14 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Albany, Ga
	Son, we miss you so much. Our lives will never be the same without you. You are in our hearts forever.
	Teresa


	6:09 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	NRW/ Germany
	Dear Mia, it`s more than 1 1/2 year since you earned your wings. We miss you terribly every day and we hope and pray you are in a good place, wherever you are. Love to you, little one. To the moon and back. Mama
	Claudia


	6:06 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	HSV, AL USA
	Hey, Bros... Miss ya every day. Takin' care of Cory for me I'm sure. Y'all take care of each other and look upon us from time to time. Bro Ray


	6:05 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Pasadena,Md
	Remembering my son Danny Scottodifrega 4/10/89-3/28/09...Missing you my sweet boy.Not a minute goes by that I don't think of you..your smile,your laughter.What I wouldn't give to see and hear that again,I know we'll meet again someday and it will be wonderful.My heart aches so much since you left,so many lovely memories.Love you baby forever and always...Momma xoxoxoxo
	Lyn ...Danny's momma


	6:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:
	In memory of my daughter, Jessica Catherine Randall ~ Forever 17 ~ http://caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall


	6:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Branford, CT
	In memory of my little baby daughter who would have been 27 this month. Though you only lived less than 6 months, you brought me much joy and an immeasurable abundance of wisdom of your short sweet time. Love you always....
	CKB


	5:51 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Deville LA
	In remembrance of Austin Grey Henry, may you always be the brightest star in the heavens!
	Dorothy


	5:46 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Neuberg, Germany
	Nathan, another year passed by without you in our lives. But another year passed by with you in our minds and hearts, where you belong. No matter how many years will pass, this will never change. I look at your picture a lot (my favorite one of you when you where in Greece at your Mom's wedding, it's in a wonderful frame your Mom gave me and it is sitting on a shelf in my livingroom) and I can't help but smile and tell you that I love you and miss you! I still wonder what you would have to say to a lot of things that happen around us. I miss you Nate and love you forever. Your Aunty Birgit.
	Birgit


	5:46 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	New Jersey
	In rememberance of Connor Millard. I hope you are dancing in Heaven!


	5:38 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Rochester NH 03867
	Dear Chad: The candle I lit last night is like the light you brought into our lives. I miss you every day, but I know you are now at Peace and in a much better place than we are. I know you want us to stay strong and do something meaningful in our lives to honor your precious memory. I love you Nana
	Gloria Holland Nana


	5:23 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Kite, Ga
	To my dearest Alex, It will be our 4th Christmas without you this year and so much has happened in the time that you have gone to your new home. I miss you so very very much. I never knew a heart could hurt and ache this bad and still try to deal with this daily thing called life. I have to believe that you are shining down on us, giving us the will to continue living. I have to believe that you are so happy up in heaven, if not living would be impossible. I will miss you with every breath I take everyday of this life and I will try to live this life to some extent for you as I know, no matter how bad life is, you did enjoy it even at 11. Watch over your brother,as he is 11 now and obviously he doesn't share his feelings or thoughts with me so much. Help him when the going is rough. Watch over your Dad and your grandparents and send us all a little heavenly love if God will allow it. Missing you and loving you forever and a day!!!!! Mama
	Janet Costley


	4:59 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Anaconda, MT
	In memory of my beautiful cousin Rebecca. You were here for too short of a time and you left us too suddenly. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you terribly. I love you. Amy


	4:50 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Holland - Eersel
	Pleople say time heals the wounds.... Time doesnt heal anything, the wounds only get bigger and bigger... God must have had a really good reason to take you're sunshine away, as angels are hard to find, and god must have seen a perfect angel in them, and took their hand to guide their way up to heaven, where they are now singing and dancing of streets of gold.. In this very hard time that is coming up know you are all in my prayers! This christmas the canldes will be light for them! May they have a heavenly christmas up above, with god, and watching over you! Many love and prayers Mies
	Mies


	4:46 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Bonham, Texas USA
	In remembrance of Austin Henry.....rest in peace.
	virginia hall


	4:31 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Palos Verdes, California
	Greetings from Southern California. Our South Bay Chapter of TCF held our candlelighting tonight with approximately 200 people honoring sons, daughters, brothers, sisters, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, and friends and neighbors. We all send our thoughts and special wishes in remembrance of all the children of all ages who left us too soon. South Bay LA Chapter PS A special remembrance for Mark and Rich Edler and Sandy and Christopher Keller. Kitty Edler TCF Board of Directors
	Kitty Edler


	4:25 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	East Chatham, New York
	In Memory of My Son, Michael John Reilly While I’m Still Missing You Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. It doesn’t seem to matter, no matter what I do Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. When I go to bed at night, when I wake in morn It doesn’t seem to matter, no matter what I do Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. While I’m out shopping, or doing chores at home When I go to bed at night, when I wake in morn It doesn’t seem to matter, no matter what I do Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. As I say my prayers, asking God for help While I’m out shopping, or doing chores at home When I go to bed at night, when I wake in morn It doesn’t seem to matter, no matter what I do Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. While I’m assisting others or caring for myself As I say my prayers, or asking God for help While I’m out shopping, or doing chores at home When I go to bed at night, when I wake in morn It doesn’t seem to matter, no matter what I do Every day I think of you, everywhere I go Every moment of my life is filled with thoughts of you. You will never be forgotten Michael, while I’m still missing you. (I will alway and forever love you)
	Nancy Feller


	4:24 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:
	miss u Dad


	3:41 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Winter Garden, FL
	I want remember my nephew, Lukas John who was only 23 days old when he died. Although I never had the chance to hold him or play with him, he has touched my heart and soul! I love you Lukas!
	Carolyn Yee


	3:25 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Sammamish, Washington, USA
	Our beloved Tate, Tonight for the fifth heartwrenching year since your tragic truck accident on July 2nd, 2005 devastatingly took you physically from us and this World, candles were lit in honor and loving remembrance of you and the beautiful legacy of your incredible 30 years of Life. Although four years, five months, and 12 days of endless profound sorrow, tears, anguish, heartbreak, and yearning have passed since you made the journey to where you now are, time wiil never take you farther away from us, because you are here with each one of us every moment of every day in our aching hearts, our every special thought, and our cherished memories. To the World you were but one, but to all of us, you were, and always will be, our World, our SO VERY, VERY, VERY, VERY deeply loved and missed son and brother Tate. Missing you beyond all words, and reaching out across the dimension that temporarily separates us from you, to embrace you with all of our love, and with arms that yearn to hold you again, Mama, Pappy, Colby, and Brittany
	Tate's Mom, Bonni Hess


	3:24 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Yuba City, CA
	In memory of my 19 year old son. Alan Lee Talamantes A beautiful boy, A beautiful young man, A beautiful Memory.. A beautiful soul in heaven.. my Alan Lee, I love you baby boy..


	3:09 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Olympia, WA
	to my dear son Kaiea, it feels like yesterday when I held you in my arms on your first day with us. It also feels like yesterday when I held you in my arms as you took your last breath, yet there are all the wonderful memories of you in between those two days. I miss you ,and will love you always. I see so much of you in your sister Melia. Sometimes I wonder is that you,or are you whispering in her ear. It does make me wonder as i try to look into her eyes, but she wont sit still long enough for me to get a real good look. You will always be my son, my buddy, my nap partner, my little warrior, MY BOY. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER, Daddy.
	Matt Allen


	3:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Pretoria South Africa
	We light candles for all children and also in memory of my beuatiful beloved son, Regard de Jager and my husband Gerard, who both died on the 18th August 1995 in a car accident and my brother Louw van der Walt (age 45) who died on 26 October 2006 with heart failure. I still miss you all so very much!!
	Retha


	2:58 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	New York
	for baby..Brianna Alicia Sullivan ...you will always have a place in my heart...Kisses Sweet angel!
	Luz Oyola


	2:45 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Portland, Oregon
	To our beautiful Angel Natasha, You will always be in our hearts and minds. You have left such a imprint for being here such a short time. Thank you for touching so many people and filling our hearts with your love. Never to be forgotten. Love your Family and Friends
	Rena Curtis


	2:40 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Morris Plains, NJ USA
	We lit our candle in memory or our precious grandson who passed away two years ago. We miss you, our sweet angel. Your light continues to shine in our hearts and in the lives of all you touched and will continue to touch. We love you and will forever, sweetie. Grandma and Grandpa Tiel.
	Grandma and Grandpa Tiel


	2:35 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Sayreville, New Jersey
	I light this candle in loving memory of my daughter, Sara Elizabeth Dubinin, who was taken from us suddenly and much too soon, and for my three other children that I never got to hold in my arms. I love you all, my children, with all my heart, and miss you more and more each day. I yearn for the day when I can be with all my children. I light this candle for all the children who have left us far too soon. Always and forever, my children, forever and always. xoxoxo


	2:33 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Honolulu, Hawaii
	We just returned from the Honolulu memorial where we honored George, and where our candles were among those completing a circle of light around the globe. It was beautiful ceremony.
	Dave and Kathleen Pellegrin


	2:31 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Los Angeles
	We remember Dale Lee Dullabaun, III, and we join all TCF parents in remembering our beautiful children. Dale L. Dullabaun Jr. Member, TCF National Board of Directors and Debbie Dullabaun Los Angeles
	Dale Dullabaun


	2:08 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Fernley, NV
	Dearest Brian, We all miss you terribly and not a moment goes by that we don't think about you. I wish That you never left us but i know in heart that you had some greater purpose in heaven and that you are our precious gaurian angel watching over us from above. September 14, 2009 was one of my greatest acheivments.... Giving birth to you, and October 17, 2009 Was the hardest and worst day of my life... haveing to say goodbye to you and knowing i will never look upon your beautiful ittle face or kissing and holding you again. You are forever cherished, loved, missed and wanted in our hearts, minds and lives. I thank god for having given you to us even though it was a brief moment of our lives,but you forever changed it with your presence. You will always be our greatest happy thoughts, but our deepest heartache. I love you soo much our precious little son. You are always our baby and we will always celebrate your life with each passing day. I love you our angel.blessed our we to have had you.XOXOXOXOXOXO Love you always and forever, Mommy, Daddy, Sissy and your brothers
	Rose Thiessen


	2:06 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Medford, OR
	In memory of Christopher Ryan Tesh May 23, 1976-June 11, 1995 My beautiful boy...my heart still misses your hugs, the mischievious twinkle in your blue, blue eyes and the sound of your voice...all of you. Life goes on but it will never be as good. I'll always look for you in the stars! Love you "Critter"! Mom (Rhonda Taylor-Tesh)
	Rhonda Taylor-Tesh


	2:00 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Illinois
	In loving memory of JADEN HARPER JONES. I think of you and your momma so often. I know you are an angel looking over her. Your love lives on in your little sis Jada. She looks so much like you. You are not forgotten.
	Adrienne


	1:58 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Phoenix Arizona
	We attended the Candlelight Ceremony at Hansen's Mortuary, at the Angel of Hope there. The ceremony was just beautiful. Full of love and emotion, something we would never, never miss, not for a million years. I shall cherish my teddy bear forever and keep tonight's memories close in my heart. I felt the presence of my son at tonight's service and that is a beautiful feeling. Thank you to Carol and Bill Mosher who's thoughfulness made this possible for us. Thank you for honoring our son Adam by placing a tile at the Angel of Hope in his name. It is one of the kindest acts of love offered to us. We pray that one day, when we are reunited with both Adam and Billy, that we can have a BIG party in heaven, celebrating all the love!! Until next year, God bless and God bless our angels. Love, Fred and Jane Smith Mom and Dad of Angel Adam Joseph Smith http://adam-smith.memory-of.com/Candles.aspx?c=1 Adam's Memorial Website is just above
	Jane and Fred Smith


	1:54 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	bronx,ny
	I light my candle in loving memory of my daughter LEANDRA MARIAH RIVERA and for all the children that have left to soon. Love you and miss you sooooo much, looking foward too that day when we will be together again for eternity. Can't wait to hold you in my arms again. I miss those night's when i would come home from work and you would come running and jump into my arms. It hurt's so much. Daddy-doo ,Mommy-doo and your sister's miss you and love you very much, our awsome SUPERSTAR my POONKIE. Too all we will be with our loved ones again one day. God bless you all.
	Daddy-Doo


	1:50 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Newbury Park, CA, USA
	In loving memory of our granddaughter, Rebecca Elizabeth See, born December 12, 1981, died December 13, 1981. We will always have a special place in our hearts for our little Becky, our first grandchild.
	Beverly and Richard See


	1:41 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	louisa,Kentucky. USA
	In memory of my beautiful loving son Jared.We miss you more than words can describe.We miss your smile,voice,touch,humor and most of all your big hugs and kisses.We know you would want us to be happy,but it is impossible.We Love you dearly Mom Dad Junebug Jenny Landon and Amelia.
	Jared Bowers


	1:41 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Burbank, CA - USA
	My Sweet Baby Girl BELCOURT - 8/22/1985 I carried you to full term, and dreamt of holding you in my arms, being your mommy and watching you grow. Your birthday came, but my dream for us never came to be. You were stillborn, with your umbilical cord wrapped around your chest 2-1/2 times. My arms still ache and I wish that I was able to hold you in my arms and look into your sweet face, but was never allowed to. I hold you and treasure you in my heart forever. I love you, Mommy
	Nancy Courtney


	1:37 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Greenwood South Carolina
	Last september we tragically lost our son Brian at age 23. Now we are facing the lost of a granchild. Death is something that will haunt you. Sometimes you wonder what you could have done different. We had nine children and this was a difficult thing. Our family has been though the blended issues, and now we face these. Not to mention, the loss of my father in October..............Hard not to get angry, but just wish we could somehow get over the lost feeling. It affects our family every day. God bless those who have lost children. I will pray for you!
	Edward and Deborah Richter


	1:37 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Camas, WA
	Remembering Rowan Reddig, born and died August 10, 2009. She was born full term, but never breathed on her own due to a cord problem during labor. Thinking of her even more as I near the birth of my second daughter, due at the end of January. Her four year old brother told me the other day, "Mommy, you have three kids. Only one is an angel kid." Rowan will always be remembered.
	Laurinda Reddig


	1:35 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Brampton, ONTARIO CANADA
	Christopher, I can't believe it is five years since you were taken away from us. I miss you Christopher. I still play your music and look at your pictures. I will never forget you. My heart aches when I think of you not being here with us. Your brothers are now dads and you have three beautiful nephews. I love you Christopher and miss you so much. Love, Auntie Arlene
	Auntie Arlene


	1:32 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Rocklin, California
	We had a beautiful event in Rocklin, California tonight. The Sean Sullivan Project sponsored the event here and it was titled "Roses in December." We both send our love and prayers to fellow bereaved families everywhere who joined us in lighting a candle to remember our beautiful children tonight. Thanks to all of you who played or sang "Tonight I Hold This Candle," it is an honor to know the songs has been embraced by so many of you who walk this journey. Blessings, Alan Pedersen and Denise Howard
	Alan Pedersen and Denise Howard


	1:32 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Towson, Maryland, USA
	In memory of Dearest Isaac Krebs ~~ a darling little Super Hero, who single-handedly touched so very many hearts, and made a huge difference in this world. The world is a better place because he was in it. We all miss you dearly, Angel Isaac, WE LOVE YOU!! I keep sweet Isaac and his family in my thoughts and prayers daily. Fly high, little buddy Isaac, ...... FLY SO VERY HIGH.... XOXOXOXO LOVE, DENISE F.
	Denise F.


	1:28 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Aptos, CA, USA
	Evan, We love you. You would be 26 if you hadn't left us almost five years ago. Wish you were here. Love, Dad
	Rick


	1:21 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Coupeville, Wa. USA
	I lit a candle for my son Michael tonight, It is the first time, as he has only been gone 2 months. I miss his hugs, and sense of humor most. Mike, I miss you, your baby girl is growing so fast, she is beautiful. We will always tell her about you so she will know your love.
	Pam McCarty


	1:17 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	hilo hawaii USA
	This is for my grandma Margret Kailua Oana who passed away 9-14-1999 She loved me as I did her. She tought me how to servive in this world. Just know you are never forgotten and still missed. Now you have George up there and sure you are taking care of him. I can see youguys just running in happieness. I love you Nana aloha for now.
	Maile


	1:15 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Paramus
	Laurie-I love you, I miss you and I hope all is well in heaven. You are and were the best twin sister anyone could ask for. I love and miss you each day. I think about you always and you will never be forgotten. You're my favorite! I heart you tons!
	Allison


	1:15 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Windsor Ontario
	Remebering my son David Jr. Leslie Burrows-McKenzie. I had him at 23 weeks pregnant due to a placenta abruption. He was born July 16/2009 he weighed 498grams 27cm long. Pain from losing him is so hard. I miss you dearly my lil angel. Not a day goes by that I don't think of your handsome face. YOU LIVE IN THE CLOUDS BUT STILL MAKE ME VERY PROUD. I love you son always & forever xoxoxoxo
	Sarah McKenzie


	1:13 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Windsor
	RIP David Burrows McKenzie, was born before he was supposed to be, you will never be forgotten and there is not one day that goes by that I dont think about you <3 I love you little man
	Breanne


	1:09 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Burbank, CA - USA
	ALISA DELLA BELCOURT 10/12/1987 - 8/13/2003 My dear sweet Alisa, I miss you so much. Every day you are on my mind and in my heart. I miss you so very much. I wish I could look into your beautiful face, your shining smile and tell you how much I love you, and how proud and blessed I am to be your momma. I love you so deeply. Love, Momma
	Nancy Courtney


	1:09 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Visalia, California
	My son Paul,who died at age 14, and my daughter Shana who died at age 50..Paul 1970, Shana 2007.. I love and miss you still, no matter what the age, no one ever forgets the day and year their child died A mother carries a child under her heart for 9 months, but in her heart forever, so that is where you LIVE forever, until we are together again..I love you, Merry Christmas , mom
	Wanita Comtreras


	1:08 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	bronx,ny
	I light my candle in loving memory of my daughter LEANDRA MARIAH RIVERA and for all the children that have left to soon. Love you and miss sooooo much, looking foward too that day when we will be together again for eternity. Can't wait to hold you in my arms again. I miss those night's when i would come home from work and you would come running and jump into my arms. It hurt's so much. Daddy-doo ,Mommy-doo and your sister's miss you and love you very much, our awsome SUPERSTAR my POONKIE. Too all we will be with our loved ones again one day. God bless you all.
	Daddy-Doo


	1:06 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Sherwood, Arkansas, USA
	Lighting a candle in memory of my son, Justin Bradley Lindley and in memory of all the other children who are now free in heaven's glory. May you see the light of all these candles and know how much you are missed & loved.
	Teresa Jacobs


	1:05 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Hilo Hawaii
	I light this candle for the greatest person I have ever met My Best friend, my Brother, My Newphew George NelsonKu'u aloha Oana II He was born on March 13 1991. We are 9 years apart and grew up together. We talked each day about the good and the bad, we were always there for eachother. 2 weeks after his 18th birthday we got the biggest blow ever. The docter said He had ewing sarcoma CANCER. I never thought that could be possible. Not for him he had his whole life a head. He was attending job core in Honolulu and fighting to get his High school diploma. The road was tuff but he still reached his goal. He never let the cancer define him. He is well known in the community he could walk down the street without passing people he knew. The only time I heard about him having problems with a person in school was short lived because they became friends short time after. He could make friends any where he went. He is smart and not just book smart but life smart he would give older people advice all the time and it worked. He had talent he could play the uke and rap with it he had a freash sound. It was wonderful music. He would save things for years and one day bring the trend back. He was a serviver he got himself through everything not one time did he fall. He smiled through life and had big dreams and bigger plans. When he passed I felt sad and not only for my friends and family, but for the world. They never got to meet this person who changed my life it the best ways. He would of made a big impact in this world a positive one. I cry not because of the loss but for the great and wonderful times that he shared with me and those times I miss so much. I know he is looking down and sending me lots of love cause I see it eachday I take a breath. He never lost the battle with cancer he never let it take him I seen him come back each time he went on his terms. So let this be motivation to not let any thing control you even if it seems impossible. I love you bro and can't wait to met again untill then peace out. With all my love soljah......
	Maile Oana


	1:05 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	CA
	On 7/16/07 we were blessed with our angel aiden w. sanborn. Even though your time with us was short i am glad god blessed us with an angel like you. We will always miss the way you were so full of life, love, and humor. We will miss that smile that could light up the night sky. You are missed but will never be forgotten. Your sister tells me how she wishes she could just reach to the sky and bring you home. Your sister nicole misses you so very much, and it brakes my heart that i wont be able to see you and her share another birthday together; but i know in my heart she will always have her angel watching over her. Your father and me keep you in our hearts and thoughts, we talk about you all the time. you make us smile, but sometimes we cry only because we miss you so much. We love you Aiden. you were the best gift god could have ever given us. Thank you for blessing our lives, we love you bubba love your mom,dad, nikkie.
	cedonnia & larry sanborn


	1:02 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Oxnard California
	To my most precious of 2 gifts you and your Brother Billy, I am not the same I miss you terribly, I cannot still imagine my life without your beautiful form. YOur great soul and SPirit live in and through me. Billy misses you so much and so do all of us. THank you for continuing to bless me with your greatness and always pushing me to be a better human being. THere will never be a more loved and cherished daughter than you . I know you loved me so so so much.I always new that. I will see you again , I will see you inmy dreams , you will never before forgotten you will never be alone as long as eternity existes. So long Sweetness and love for now. And by the way thank you for EVERYTHING AND YOUR WELCOME FOR EVERYTHING ALWASY,. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Mommy
	Linda Marshall


	1:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Lima, Ohio
	December 12th, 2009 marked three months since the death of my son, Michael Scherner. Michael was 40 years old and went missing in a scuba diving accident. His body was not found, although the Coast Guard searched for him several days. My heart and life are shattered. Michael was my first-born son and is survived by his two sons, Saxen (6) and Anson (5) and a younger brother, Benjamin. I miss Michael with every breath I take. I still cannot comprehend that he just "disappeared" from life. I don't know how I am going to learn to live without him: without his voice, his face, his smile, his hugs, and his marvelous energy and love for life and adventure. It is my honor to have had him as my son, and to have shared in his life. I will forever miss him and he will always be in my mind and heart. I have also had two brothers who died at 26 and 34 years of age: my brothers Michael and Bob, respectively. I loved them dearly and miss them so much. My mother has had to endure the loss of two of her sons...I know she understands my loss, my tears, my grief. God bless her and all mothers who live beyond the death of a child. I lit candles in honor of my son, Michael, and my two brothers, Bob and Michael. May their light ever shine.
	Maria Laing


	1:00 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	bronx,ny
	I light my candle in loving memory of my daughter LEANDRA MARIAH RIVERA and for all the children that have left to soon. Love you and miss sooooo much looking foward too that day when we will be together again for eternity. Can't wait to hold you in my arms again. Too all we will be with our loved ones again one day. God bless you all.
	Daddy-Doo


	1:00 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Port Angeles, WA
	Matt- I love you and miss you very much, and although we weren't super close growing up, you have clearly made an impact on my life. I think about you all the time, I know I will never forget you. I still remember the last time I talked to you, very clearly. I wish we could have gotten to know eachother better, but I know you were an amazing person. I know you are in a better place, and no longer hurting. You are a hero to us all Matt!!!!!


	12:57 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Burbank, CA
	In loving memory of my beloved son Daniel. We lost Daniel on August 24, 2008 at the age of 21. Daniel was not only a son whom I was extremly proud of, but he was my room mate and best friend. We were more than father and son who loved each other, we were friends. We liked each other and enjoyed spendig time together. I miss Daniel's confidence, his humor, with compassion and his smile....a magical smile that could light up a room. I miss you son....
	Dan Scott


	12:57 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Highlands Ranch,Colorado
	Darling Baby Gaige, Your light and love will always color my life on Earth until we are together forever in spirit once more.I love you Sweetheart. Always and Forever. Your Gigi
	Virginia Daily


	12:56 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Temple City, California
	In Loving Memory of Rhiannon Keys..... u forever remain in our hearts.
	Nichole Hidalgo


	12:54 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Elyria, OH...USA
	In loving memory of Dominic Vincent Vitullo. 12-9-2006 Dominic, I wish I could've had just a little more time with you. I wonder what you would have looked like. You were only here a short time, but I am thankful for those precious minutes. I know that you are happy in Heaven...sitting on the knee of Jesus. I know you are with me everyday until I get to come be with you. I love and miss you everyday. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you, and wonder how different life would be if you had lived. I'll never understand fully why you had to go, but I trust that God knew what He was doing. He must have needed an angel and at that moment, you were the one He felt was best. I love you baby boy!! I can't wait to see you and hold you again. Hugs-n-kisses... Love always and forever, Mom
	Melissa


	12:53 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Texas
	My precious baby Harrison, I celebrated your life tonight! I miss you with ever inch of my being. Not a day, hour or minute goes by without you on my mind. You were my blessing if only for a short time here on earth for I know I will be reunited with you in Heaven! I love you more every day only to wish you were here for me to hold, smell and kiss. You are my sunshine. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
	Mommy


	12:52 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	littleton,colorado
	In memory of my son Christopher Steven Skipwith..no farewell words were spoken..no time to say goodbye..you were gone before we knew it..and only GOD knows why...you are always on my mind..and will be forever in my heart..love you...love mom...Christopher..January 18, 1981-Septmeber 12, 2004
	linda


	12:51 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Yucaipa, California,USA
	For Angel Haylee Danyelle Mazzella, 7/13/01 to 6/3/06, but she lives forever in a million hearts... Haylee Darling, How I wish that I could really talk to you! Of all the things I have ever wished for, this one I mean the most... I will never understand your death or accept it or get over it - how could I? How could anyone? It's just not right! You are the most darling, most precious, most beautiful, most LOVED little angel girl, Haylee. I sure hope you know that. Your light couldn't be put out under ten million bushels - you shine with such radiance & beauty. I love you yesterday, today, and for all time, Haylee. Love you more much & all the way to the moon and back, Shelli
	Shelli Stuart


	12:47 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Houston, Texas
	My dear sweet Marisa, you left me a year ago yesterday. Yet it seems like time stopped that day and the grief and pain are still as fresh as they were then. My beautiful daughter taken from this world at 25. You had so much to still do and see. I know you are in heaven with God working on his Kingdom getting it ready for the rest of us. I know you will never be afraid or in pain ever again. I miss you dearly. My life can never be the same again. Amber & I will always have a whole in our hearts. The part that you took with you. I know one day we will be seeing you again and we can get them back. You have that part of us and keeping them safe until we meet again . I love you sweetie. Until we meet again. My Borrowed Angel. Love Mom
	Kara


	12:45 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Crescent City, Ca., U.S.A.
	Tonight, our candle was lit in memory of Jessica Danielle Dennis....(06~06~90 to 02~02~05) We will remember her always! ~We miss you Jessica & You live on every day in our hearts!~ This was our first time of meeting with The Compassionate Friends. It was very nice to gather with people who understand what one goes through every day after the loss of a child.
	Eileen, Jason, & Brittany


	12:44 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Lodi, CA USA
	In Loving memory of Forest "Bubba" Compton, and Brenda Tschida Compton who are Loved and Missed by so many. You are our guardian angels. We look forward to the day when we are once again together. Love You Both with all our Heart, Mom, Missy, Melanie, Todd, Mike, Debbie, Kathleen
	Marscie Compton


	12:41 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Surrey BC
	missin you matt <3 hope ur having a good time up there!
	Stephanie S


	12:40 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	ND
	Craig- Your life with us was all too short. I am truly grateful for the time we shared. I still do our "secret handshake" in my mind so that I never forget. I cannot even begin to write all that I feel. Just know that I love you with all my heart, I miss you so much, and I will always carry you close to me. Give Dad a hug from me- I miss him too. Love, Mom
	Deb


	12:40 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Ripley WV
	For my best friend Cathy Bailes who was tragically taken from all of us who loved her. I cry for the pain that her children and her parents have felt. I pray that time will help them to feel better. I cry for the children who not only lost their mother but also their father. I am so glad they have wonderful grandparents to care for them.
	Carla R.


	12:37 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Fallbrook, CA
	Tonight we lit a candle in memory of my loving daughter Sarah who was killed by a drunk driver in October and is deeply missed by her family and friends. We also lit one for her cousin Ramon who was also killed in a car accident 3 years ago yesterday. It is so tragic that these two were taken away so young with so much life ahead of them. We struggle every day without Sarah but know we will see her smiling face again some day. Sarah and Ramon you are both missed and loved more than you know!
	Leslie Garcia


	12:36 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	El Reno, Oklahoma
	Andrew Carlton Weimer we light your candle today. Your dash was way too short 5-3-89---8-12-04. While here you made the most of your dash. In your death you continue to live through all of us who love you. I hold strong to the faith you lived and know you are preparing a place for us to be together again. Today Dad put the Christmas lights on the house. We know how much you loved Christmas. Your big sister had a baby girl this year. You would have had so much fun playing with Lauren. She is the best baby. Andrew you continue to SHINE bright in our hearts forever Love Mom & Dad and siblings Jeremy, Stephen, Lorie, and Gavin.
	Tamra Weimer


	12:29 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Austin,TX,USA
	Kaya McKenna Franco. I was there the day you were born on January 3, 2003 and also there the day you went to be with God on June 4, 2008. I am not your mother but I love and miss you as if I was. You hold a special place in my heart and in the hearts of my sons Ben and Zac. Mema Cortez misses you so much and will forever remember you performing your cheers. We think about you everyday and wait for the day we can see you again in heaven.
	Letty Cortez-Bridges


	12:29 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Little Canada, MN
	I asked him, from time to time, "Do you know why I only had one son, Dustin?" Then with a sheepish grin he'ld say...no.why? I always told him, "because you'ld always be my favorite, and that wouldn't be fair to the other boys! It always ended with his pride showing and those beautiful, crystal blue eyes. Surrounded by friends I am lonely In the midst of pleasure I'm blue A smile on my face and a heartache Always thinking my son, of you. When we went to Lacey's wedding on Lake Superior, it fell during the week of the accident. Lacey, who is getting married the next day, gave me a hug at the bonfire and said "I know what week it is. Instead of sad memories-we're going to make some happy ones! I had to walk over a ways on the beach and looked up. I have seen falling stars...and I've heard of shooting stars....but I guess I always thought they were the same. OK--I've never thought about it! Dustin, the sky was thick with stars. About the same time I looked up, a star shot up! A SHOOTING STAR!! Coincidence? I don't think so. Our lives are in the palm of His hand and I was able to go though the weekend making new happy memories. Dustin, I know, without a single doubt, that you are happy and safe in the arms of Jesus. He has me in the palm of His hand. How is possible that we can feel all these feelings at once?
	Brenda M


	12:26 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Martinez, GA USA
	In loving memory of our precious son and brother, Bradley, who we miss every second of every day. We love you so much forever and ever.
	Christi, Scott & kids


	12:24 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Desoto, Texas, USA
	Our candlelighting service was touching, thoughtful, introspective. Tonight I am remembering my daughter, Becky Johnstone; my nephew, Erin Clay; My friend's granddaughter, Brittany Conn; my friend's daughter, Daxton; my friend's nephew, Tracy. The children I did not know in this life, the children of my TCF friends, have come to be in my heart as well.
	Nancy J.


	12:23 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Cayucos California
	Kimberly's light shined bright on this Earth from 5/1/82 until 5/4/99. She loved Jesus, her family and her friends. She still shines from her heavenly home and we can't wait to see her again. Hard to believe it's been 10 years since she 'ran along ahead of us' to her eternal destination. You can read more about her at www.wordsforcourageousliving.com and find the link to 'In memory of Kim'. Kimmy- can't wait til you get to show us around there! Love always!
	Kimberly Lynn Kinney


	12:20 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Huntsville, Texas
	This is our 10th candle lighting event to celebrate the life and memory of an amazing little boy, Tyler Chase Rose, who passed away suddenly and unexpectedly at the tender age of 5 years, 2 months, 6 days. We (my husband and our two precious younger sons, my mom and dad, my husband's mom and dad, my brother, my nephew, and my aunt) all gathered, as we have the past 10 years, at our house to have our annual memory tree in which we all place an ornament on Tyler's tree that reminds us of him, and then at 7 pm. we go outside and light our candles for Tyler, and all the children called home before we were ready. Tyler was my first born child and he was, to say the very least, the love of my life. He gave my life such new and wonderful meaning and to have him taken from me so soon was the most horrible thing that could ever be experienced. Time has changed the grief. It has changed the pain. For not a day goes by that the pain isn't there, but it is managed differently. I am able to focus on my two living sons and give them all the love that they deserve. It was not always that way. Thank goodness time truly does help. I wonder often what life would be like with a 14 year old. Tyler would be a freshman this year and that seems so strange. Would he play football? Be in the band? Have a girlfriend? Be good at math? Would he be a skater, jock, cowboy, preppie? Shy or outgoing? Popular or a loner? I will never have answers to these questions, but I still wonder. I still ache to the very core of my being at times and I scream out in anger. And I still want to know WHY. Until the day the WHY is answered, I live my life knowing that Tyler was the most loved little boy in the entire world and I don't have a single regret when it comes to the 5 years I had with him. (except that darn soccer game) He made me a better mommy to his little brothers. He will always have a piece of my heart and I will always love him UP TO THE SKY, DOWN TO THE GROUND, AND ALL AROUND THE WORLD, A MILLION BILLION, ZILLION GILLION TIMES. Your are my hero, Tyler-man. I am for all eternity proud of you, and so very proud to be your mommy. You are missed so much and loved even more. Until I hold you in my arms, I will hold you in my heart..... for that I promise. Love you 'little-man'. Mommy
	Tanya Rose


	12:16 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Loretto KY
	I lost my son Franklin Paul Adams Feb. 5 2007. I miss him so much! He was 26 years old when he took his own life.
	Diane Adams


	12:14 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Billings, Mt USA
	Brandon sending you much love & many kisses on this special night to honor our special angels.... you live in my heart always. I miss you my beautiful baby boy....& those curls & rosy cheeks.. soar with the angels. blessings & hugs Mommy xoxoxoxo


	12:12 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Illinois
	Tonight, I remember a dear friend who tragically lost his life at the age of 21. I pray for his entire family every day, especially his mother. May God bless KB and his family. We all love and miss him very much.


	12:12 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Las Vegas, NV
	Dear Tommy It's been a long time since you left us. You are always in my prayers and thoughts. Holidays are around the corner and you are not here.....But in spirit you are. Your mom could of use your help now. Please watch over her and help her from heaven where you and other angels gather together. We miss you so much and your smiling face. Tommy, don't worry I am going to be with your mom for Christmas and help her organize and prepare things so she can enjoy the holidays without too much stress. We will set up a plate especially for you knowing that you are with us. I hope you are real good as God's helper and you are happy where you are. I love you and miss you and will light up a candle for you......
	Irene


	12:10 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Stockton, CA, USA
	My Sweet Dearest Shane, I lit a candle tonight at my first candlelighting tonight. I Love and Miss you so much more than words could ever express. You were the LIGHT of my life, and I can't wait for the day when we are together again on the other side. Tell your Uncle Bub and Aunt Brenda, and both of your grandmothers that we Love and Miss them dearly. The only thing that keeps me going is visualizing that you and Lightning and Maverick are happily playing and waiting for the day that we come home and join you. I Love You my Sweet Angel. Mom
	Viola


	12:10 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	United States
	Lance, I miss you so much. You are in my heart and thoughts every day of my life and as long as I live you will not be forgotten. Love, Mom
	Nancy Juracka


	12:04 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:
	JESSICA LYNN SELLERS, GRANDAUGHTER YOU ARE GONE 8 YEARS BUT ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS DAILY. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU LOVE PAPA AND MAMA, MOMMY AND DADDY AND YOUR BROTHER ADAM HE STILL TALKS ABOUT YOU.


	12:04 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Central Point, Oregon USA
	My Dearest Jonathan, I lit a candle for you tonight. Yours was one candle burning, among many, that represented other children who died way too soon. Tonight worldwide, other mothers were lighting candles, instead of being able to hug or even touch their children. My heart breaks for all of us. I know they miss their babies as much as I miss you Jon. This will be my 5th Christmas without you. It will be my 3rd without your dad. Where have I been? Surely I didn't survive them. If this is a dream, surely I'll wake up soon and we'll be happy again. This can't be my life. Our family is not the same as when you were here Jon. Nothing is familiar. I don't know how I even got from July 15, 2005 to now. Time seems to be going so fast and yet I don't feel a part of it. The pages keep turning before I leave a mark on any of them. For me, not one second has passed since that morning I woke up and you were forever gone. Now your dad is gone too. Even though I know you are together, it doesn't change the fact that I am left here alone, missing you and always loving you. I can smell you Jon and feel your touch. I can hear your voice speaking to me. It's funny the things you remember most. I can hear your voice saying "please mom, mom come on, pleeeeze". You could talk me into anything Jon. You had my heart and the entire rest of me wrapped around your finger, that's for sure. I will see you again Jon, I believe that with all my heart. I will never lose that hope. Give your dad a kiss for me and tell him I love him too.. You still are and will always be, My Endless Love...I love you, Mom
	Shirley Schlosser


	12:02 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Wheaton, IL USA
	Michelle Marie Mufich: You are in our minds and our hearts constantly. We miss you each day and wish that you were here with us; but God had a different plan. You are the angel that watches over us. And though we miss you greatly, we know you are in a better place then we could have ever imagined. There is a reason you came home from Florida and we are grateful for all the opportunities we had to get to know you again, grow closer to you again, share funny stories and laughs, and to love you that much more. We missed you for so long. One day we may understand why. But for now, our hearts are broken. We know you are in a better place, "safe in God's hands", looking out for all of us and hearing our prayers. But know that we miss you greatly. May you forever be at peace, knowing-- our sweet, compassionate, kind-hearted girl--that you were loved by so many. Especially by your dad and "Bonus Mom". We love you so very, very much, and celebrate each day we had with you. Until we meet again...
	Ralph and Charmaine Mufich


	12:01 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Wheaton.Il USA
	To my sweet baby Nickolas, I am so grateful that we had our special time together even if had to be cut short. You were a blessing to me in every sense of the word. In only 31/2 years you managed to create a place in my heart that will always be connected to you. I miss you but look forward to the day we will be together again. Watch over the family you left behind and know how much you mean to all of us. I Love You So Much. Grandma Ann
	Grandma


	12:00 AM, Monday, Dec 14, 2009
Location:	Cherry Valley,Ca.
	To my firstborn Abel, May you be surrounded by his Love, & know how very much you are loved & missed. I look forward to the day I can be with you again. With all my love always, Your Mother
	Vicki


	11:59 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Ohio
	Your Light will shine through and someway, somehow, somewhere, someday I know It will Be Seen By All ! I Love you with all that I am, I miss you with all I have, Eric you are and always will be my Light in the Darkness. We burned a beautiful candle for you and you would have loved it as you always loved a beautiful scent, I held it while your Dad lite it and we spoke of our love for you. Love to You, My Beautiful Son In Heaven, Mama
	Eric`s Mama and Pop!


	11:58 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Kansas City, Kansas
	Dear Laura. Christmas is not the same without you, but nothing in our lives is. We love and miss you and will hold you in our hearts forever until we meet again. We so wish you were with us to marvel in how Allen has grown into a young man and to be amazed by the little people--Allison, Andrew, Alexis, Lucy, and soon baby Katie. You would also be so proud of Tom and Julie--so grown up and both loving parents. Everyone misses you. We all love you--yesterday, today, and tomorrow--forever. Love, Mom and Dad, Lisa, Neal, and Allen Julie, Scott, Allison, Andrew, and Katie Tom, Lynzee, Alex, and Lucy
	Anita and Fred Backus


	11:58 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	westwego,La.
	Mark Jr. and James Ican not help but to think what could have been. Twin boys:double trouble,double pleasure,double fun, double love.
	Paw Paw Barry


	11:57 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Arizona
	In memory of our son Jacob who passed away 3 months ago at 8 years of age from an inoperable brain tumor. No words can describe how much we miss you. Your precious smile, your dimply cheeks, your compassionate heart, your energy for life, your love for food, reading and learning about ships and war planes, how you wanted to be a captain of a ship when you grew up, how you love playing with us and with your two older brothers. I long to hold you in my arms and see you again. We cry many tears for you everyday. Our hearts ache for you every day. We miss your hugs and I love you's. I think about how you will never see your niece Elllie grow up and how you will never get to play with her, but we are going to tell her how much you loved her and how happy you were on the day she was born. She will know how special you are and how everyone that met you knew you were a special little boy. They could see it in you just like we did. Tiffany, Krystal, Debbie and I lit a candle for you this evening. Mother and Daddy held your hand after you were born and we were holding your hands when you passed away. My heart is empty without you. I hope that when I see you again you will run into my arms and say "I love you , Mother, so rest peacefully while we wait to see you again and I hope that is very soon. We love you with all our heart, our sweet little man. Mother and Daddy
	Regina


	11:57 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Wbty,Ct USA
	May God lift some of the pain, so sad the lost of a child.


	11:57 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Montana
	Henry - you took a piece of our hearts with you the day you died. We love you so much and miss you so much. Henry died of SIDS in his mother's arms. He was 2 weeks old.


	11:56 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Bonham, tx
	Although I didn't know Austin, I knew his mommy and I truly miss his smiling face on facebook. The sweetest little angel, I wish all the comfort and peace for Meagan and Steve.
	Stephanie


	11:56 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	California
	Ayden, this is your Auntie Lo here. You left us too early, but will never be forgotten. I think about you every second of every day, wondering why this happened to you. Uncle Adam and I lit a candle for you tonight, remembering your precious smile, beautiful blue eyes, and wonderful giggle. We miss you and love you always.... Ayden Thomas 6/16/09-9/28/09
	Lauren


	11:56 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Dayton, OH, USA
	My Dearest Baby Boo- It has been six years since you have started your journey in Heaven and I miss you everyday. The pain is not as harsh but it is still there. Your little brother is just understanding that he had a brother before he was born and he asks lots of little questions. Sometimes it hurts a lot to explain but I tell him you both love trucks, cartoons and pancakes. He is happy you like pancakes too. I hear your voice sometimes just saying mommy. I hear a giggle in an empty room and know you are there or a slight pressure in my bed as if someone is climbing in with me and I know it is you. You are with me always and though it feels as if you existed in a past life I know it has only been a short time. I know you are looking down on me and protecting your little brother as we begin a new journey and I know you will be encouraging me in Heaven. I love you so much baby boo, I want you in my arms again but I will wait until we can be together again. Have fun in Heaven and be good. I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as I am alive my baby you will be! Love- Mommy In Memory of Matthew Vinson 8-25-01 to 9-15-03 PS Your little brother loves you too.
	Dawn Vinson


	11:54 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	San Jose, California USA
	Mi Rey, My sweet beautiful son Robbie, It's been 27 months now. We miss you so much mijo. Our lives are forever changed, Uncle Paul just joined you and I know you were right there to help him over. I love you so much my beautiful baby. Thank you for all the gifts you have left us with/ Amor y Paz MaMa
	Vickie Brugge


	11:54 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Olney, MD
	Dearest Todd, Life will never be the same without you. I miss your beautiful smile and mischievous pranks. You would tell me a ridiculous story and then wait to see my reaction. I can still hear you saying "just kidding". It didn't take me too long to see that you were having fun getting a reaction from me. Music, at times, is very hard for me to listen to; I will get sad. It's so quiet in the car now without your music blasting or singing off tune. You were so proud of your music collection and knew what kind of music I would listen to. I think of the 54 concerts you attended the last year of your life and your free spirit. An unwrapped Beatles CD is still sitting on your bed; come back and get it. Keep listening to music and sing me a song to make me smile. Dad and Jennifer miss you tremendously, also. I love you so much. Your loving mom
	Linda Lubin


	11:54 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	San Diego, CA
	You will always be missed, handsome guy.
	Sonia Talreja


	11:53 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Madison Heights Mi 48071
	To Jerry Morgan it's been 13 years since you left us it seems like it yesterday. I miss you so much I took your place and was a big brother to your little sister well i know you are both walking around up there and looking down on us and telling us not to be sad because you both are happy but it's hard. Well just remember your mom and dad still are stuck with me and my wife and kids we will take good care of them.
	Jeff Maciag


	11:52 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Fort Worth, Texas
	Our candle was lite and glowing brightly tonight in loving memory of our precious son, Nicholas. Today also marked 45 months of missing you and longing to see you again. Your time here was brief, but you continue to touch the lives and hearts of all who come to know you. May you loving glow continue to draw people to know the special person you were, not due to your challenges, but because of your beautiful spirit. Sending my love as always to you in heaven. Nicholas White Jan. 4, 1988 ~ March 13, 2006 Love Forever, Mom


	11:52 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Riverside, CA
	Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy, Darling, darling, darling, darling Sean Song "Beautiful Boy, (Darling Boy)" by John Lennon for his son Sean I love and miss you soooooo much Sean. Life is not and never will be the same without you. It's been almost 16 months since you were brutally murdered. When we last saw you you were only 18. On January 5, 2010 you will be turning 20. How unfair that we have to go to the cemetery to wish you a Happy Birthday. The grief and anger still overwhelm me. It's a chore to get through each day but I do it for you. We all love and miss you each and everyday. You will forever be in our hearts and prayers. Forever my baby boy. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Sean Mychal Soria 1/5/1990 - 8/28/2008 We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly. In death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you. You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories. Your love is still our guide. And though we cannot see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the Chain will link again. Love, Mom


	11:51 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Perryville, MO USA
	In memory of our sweet angel......Audrey Elizabeth Lawrence..08/10/01-05/12/08 Love, Mommy and Daddy
	Amie Lawrence


	11:50 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	HANOVER PA. U.S.A.
	Nelson Groft who left this world June 1996 to be with the Our Lord at the age of 43 and his brother Tobias who lett this world April 2004 to be with Our Lord at the age of 43 and there step brother Terry Houser Sr.who left this world November 2003 at the age of 42 will always be loved,missed and thought of.Tonight we lit a candle in rememberance of your passing. May Our Lord ne with you always.We love you.Allen,Trudy,Tim and Mom and Day


	11:48 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Perryville, MO USA
	My Dearest Audrey, I want to tell you how much I love you and miss you. Not a single day, hour, minute or even second goes by that I don't think about you. Tonight Alec & Mindy, Grandma & Grandpa Boone and I lit a candle in rememberance of you. Daddy was at work so I lit a candle from him too. I then took a picture and sent it to Daddy. I am so lucky to have been able to be your momy. Six years 9 months and 2 days was no where long enough but I understand that you were needed to be an angel and sit by God's side. I can't wait until the day that I can hold you in my arms again. Until then my sweet baby girl....mommy and daddy love you. Sweet dreams angel.
	Amie Lawrence


	11:47 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Brookings, Oregon, USA
	Bo Bo... My brother, Steve Harvey Morris. I miss you. I know now (seven years later) that there will never be a time I don't think of you. I used to worry that I would lose your memory if I began to heal so I held onto the pain all of these years. I think you would be proud that I have begun the proccess of healing this year... It's not easy and I still break down sometimes but mom always says that if I didn't grieve much I could not love you as much as I do...I know it's true. I wish you would be at my wedding in June and I wish you knew Andrew but I think you are looking down on us and that you know what an honorable man he is. I know you are proud of me. He has been coming to the Compassionate Friends with me and he likes to hear about you so I think he knows you too. We will be listing your name under our groomsmen at my wedding and I will bring my flowers to your grave after the ceremony. I miss you and I love you big brother. Your baby sister, Helena P.S. I know you see Weston (our nephew) and I wish I could experience this joy with you. We will soon, I know.
	Helena Morris


	11:47 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Cleveland, MS
	My Dear Trey...I miss you so much. You would always say, "I LOVE YOU, INFINITY!!!" How I long to still hear you say that. May you Rest in Peace till we see each other AGAIN!!! 3/20/1986 -- 11/20/2005 I LOVE YOU, INFINITY!!! <3 MOMMA
	Lisa Springer


	11:46 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Rockwall, TX, US
	RJ December 8th has been 2 years since RJ left us and I'm not sure whether or not time has stood still but I know that we truly miss him. There's a painfull void in our hearts and lives but it's because we loved and miss him so much. RJ, so many unfulfilled dreams, so many possibilities, so short a time, such a loss. Rest In Peace until we meet again.
	Ralph Pinnock (DAD)


	11:46 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Charleston,WV
	My Son Brian, It has been 2 years you were taken from me from a tragic car wreck. I will never know what really happen that day. Everyday, I live that day over and over. You just turned 32 and taken from me too early. I miss your smiling face, your laugh, your hugs, your voice. I miss you so much. I talk about you all the time to your two beautiful kids so they won't forget you. I know it was you that was pulling your little girls foot the night their house caught fire in her bedroom to wake her up so she could get out, and the morning it snowed and they left to go to school and there was a snow angel made in their yard. I miss you so much and I keep asking why. God, how I want to hold you again and tell you how much I love you. I miss and love you Son. Mom
	Becky (Mom)


	11:45 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	San Rafael, CA
	My Dear Angel Amanda, Tonight was the 7th time we have lit candles for you, along with all the other family members around the globe, who have lost loved ones. This year you were joined in heaven by your friend Rachel. We love and miss you as much today as ever. I know we will for all the time to come. You are part of our lives, always. Love, Mom
	Cecile


	11:45 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Federal Way, Washington
	I lit two candles tonight, as I did last year. One was for my son Joe, who I miss terribly. The other was for a beautiful girl named Jaiden, who would be two now. I will never forget either of them. I knew and loved Joe, even before he was born. I imagine what Jaiden would be like now, and how I would look forward to seeing her and her mom. My firm belief is that Jaiden and Joe know eachother in Heaven. I'm sure they know lots of other angels, too. It only makes sense to me that God would comfort moms by letting them know that their cherished children who are in Heaven are together and happy. I think Jaiden's innocence, sweetness and goodness would be a light for Joe, and I think Joe would be a funny and caring friend for Jaiden. God bless TCF and all parents who honor the memory of their children tonight. I pray to God that our children's light may always shine and that they never be gone from the hearts and minds of those left here behind.
	Francie Thomas


	11:44 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Macclenny, FL 32063, USA
	The void left inside me when I lost my only child, Philip was my best freind, my life & every day void does not grow smaller, this is something all who have lost a child will live with until the day I look so forward to....the day I join him.
	Cheryl Johns


	11:43 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Pacific Grove, CA
	We love you Lola and think of you everyday...our lives are not the same without you here. You will always be my precious angel and baby girl.
	Jp and Kim Doepke


	11:43 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Texas
	This is in remembrance of my angel,my shining star,my son Jerry Madrigal. It's been 1 year,4 months and 2 weeks since you left me to be with Jesus. Oh, how I miss you so so very much and love you with all my heart and soul. They say it gets easier,but not for me.It's still so hard for me to see that your gone,I'd do anything to hold you in my arms and hug you so tight one last time.I love you and miss you so much Jerry and can't wait for the day that our Lord Jesus will re-unite us again.You will always be in my heart and I will never ever forget you my son.Till we meet again my angel. I love you Jerry,my sweet son.~Love always and forever MaMa
	Melanie Stack


	11:42 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Springfield, PA
	Dear Jen: Today I lit a candle in memory of you. It's still very difficult to live without you. There are so many people and events that you have not been able to share with me. But I do remember the years we shared and that gives me some comfort. I loved being your Mom. I loved staying up late with you and watching junk TV and laughing. I loved your smile and your dimples. Your whole face lit up when you smiled. I miss that. You had a wicked sense of humor. I miss that. I loved our heart to heart talks. I miss that. I was blessed to have you in my life if only for a short time. I am who I am because of you. You are forever in my heart and soul. May your light and that of all the other children who have left this earth too soon, shine forever and ever. Love you, Mom
	Jen's Mom


	11:41 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Moreno Valley, CA, USA
	Erin sweetheart, I just got back from the candle lighting ceremony. I cried not only for my loss of you but for all the other sad families who were there to remember their child. I miss you every second of everyday. I've been thinking of last Christmas. You were so happy. I will keep that picture of you in my heart always. Please keep an eye on your boys and let me know somehow that you're okay. You were a very sweet and kindhearted person and we will never, ever forget you.
	Mike & Denise Jahn


	11:37 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	North Wales PA USA
	Remembering our son, Eric Robert Procaccini, on this very special night. He was a loving, caring and very special son and is terribly missed by us and his sister, Dena.
	Ruth and Robert Procaccini


	11:36 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	brookings or
	Steve I miss you. I will always miss you. This exspierence without you makes me weary!!!! Love Mama
	marlene shields


	11:35 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Redding, CA
	This evening we lit a canle in rememberance of all children who have died, and for our Rachael Margaret MacCullough 6/20/85~11/19/01. We lost her in a car crash, and in an instant our lives were changed FOREVER. So today, 2 of her cousins, her brother, his girlfriend & their son, and me & my fiance gathered & remembered her life, her joy, laughter & smile:) We were lucky to have 16 years~so many have less time together. May god bless us, every one<3
	Lisa Agresta


	11:35 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Amherst, NH
	Joanne, I know that we haven't seen each other since we were younger, but I was so saddened to hear about your death. We had a lot of fond memories as children and I will never forget them. I just wish that we could have stayed closer through the years. Life is so short and I now know that after losing both of my boys. Time is presious and we really need to keep those friendshisp alive. I am praying that your family is doing OK. I know that your mom loved you so much and is missing you greatly. Please know that I am thinking about you. Hugs to you and Charlene(your mom) Love Kathy
	Kathy


	11:34 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Greenville,S.C.
	Dear Greg, You are always in my heart and in my daily thoughts. Nine years. I love you now and always will.Mom
	Judy Lackey


	11:33 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Butler,PA
	My beautiful boy John Charles Boucher lll who was born 3-21-81 nd left me too soon on 8-28-06 You are missed so very much each and every minute of every day Three years have passed and I still think of you all the time and will forever carry you in my heart till the day we are together again in heaven. I am so sad you are not with me but also am so grateful you no longer have to live with the illness you so bravely dealt with for 25 years ...you were such an inspiration to everyone how you handled your day to day challenges with hope and laughter......I miss that smile............ HIS SMILE Though his smile is gone forever, And his hand I cannot touch, I still have so many memories, Of my son I loved so much. His memory is my keepsake, With which I'll never part. GOD has him in His keeping, I have him in my heart. MERRY CHRISTMAS JOHN JOHN MOMMY LOVES YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!
	Lanette Lower mother of "John John"


	11:31 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Palos Park, IL
	Thank you for giving me this opportunity to honor my godson, Paul Whitney, tonight. He was a bright and beautiful boy and had so much to live for. We lost him 10 years ago Oct and his is now looking down on us smiling. We miss his beautiful, star lit eyes and his smile that could make your heart melt. Someday we will meet again.
	Sue Lombardi


	11:29 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Mount Vernon, WA
	In remembrance of my dear son Jeff who died at the age of 23 in 2005. I remember his kind and loving spirit and his tender heart. I remember too how he fought against the unfairness of life. This world was so hard for his gentle spirit to bear. My dear son, I miss you so much, but I am happy you finally found peace. I love you.
	Julia


	11:26 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Olathe, KS
	Laura - this evening was beautiful. It was cloudy, so no stars, but still absolutely beautiful. Jill commented on how pretty Laura's place is and how much you'd like it. The luminaries lit up your Place and I believe all your family lit candles for you this evening. We miss you so very much. Love, Mom
	Gay


	11:24 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Lebanon, Indiana
	"I love you, Mama" you said a few days before you left us in January, 2001. You were barely 19. So many plans that will never be realized. Your twin brother's wife is about to have their first baby and it's both exciting and sad. Sad that you never got to live your dreams, get married, or have children. All your friends have grown and I still see you as 19. It's been 8 years and I keep thinking that each anniversary will be easier but it's actually harder because it only serves to remind me how long it's been since I heard those words; got one of your bear hugs; saw your beautiful smile that would truly light up the room; the stories you told; the way you made everyone feel they were special. I don't think you realized how special you truly were/are, or else you would still be with us. No one understands how much it still hurts and they think it's just something we can get over. Doesn't happen that way. I even mentioned the candle services and they just kinda say "oh, that's nice". It hurts others too much to even think about it. Well, you were the light of my life and I think of you and miss you everyday. Your Dad, brothers and I especially miss you at holiday time as it serves to remind us that you are missing when we gather as a family. You are always on our minds and in our hearts. You will live forever in our hearts. Christopher Lee Redman 11-17-81 to 02-01-01
	Mama


	11:23 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Denver
	My dear brother Peter, Never in a million year would I ever have dreamed that I'd have to live the rest of my life without you. You are so precious to me, such a part of me, and it is very hard to live without you. I miss you every minute of every day. I miss coming home and having you there. I miss the sound of your voice, your smile, your laugh, your funny stories, your salsa, seeing your garden, watching you act. I miss seeing you with your kids and mom and dad and Joe and everyone. I thank my lucky stars that I shared my life with you for 43 years, my talented, loving, big-hearted, smart, amazing brother. I would give anything to see you again. I hope you know how dearly, and deeply you are loved, Peter. You are missed and loved every day by many people. Tonight mom and I and Aunt Suzie all lit a candle for you. Mom sitting on her porch, Aunt Suzie in Iowa and me with hundreds of people at a Compassionate Friends world candle lighting. I will love you forever and ever, and when I look up at the stars I'll know The Fleen is there, flying through the night. I love you very much and always will, little brother. Your sister, Wendy
	Wendy Fopeano


	11:22 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	New Milford, CT
	My precious Jodi - I miss you more than any words can ever express. The pain in my heart will never heal. My tears never dry. I hope you and Uncle Ray - my wonderful brother - are dancing with the angels and sending messages with the butterflies. I love you so very very much. Mom
	Gail


	11:22 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Santa Ana, CA
	Jacob, Your dear old dad is missing you buddy. I think about you daily. I hung some of your ornaments last night and was thinking about the time I bought you the veggie tales ornament, we walked outside, you took it out of the box, dropped it and broke it. I remember gluing it for you and it was all better. You were happy and that was your first official ornament. It still bothers me that there was so much left unsaid and undone. So many things I didn't get to do as a dad with you and for you. But my love for you is for a lifetime and you're the best son a dad could ever hope for. I look forward to being with you someday soon. Until then, my sonny son son. Your dad
	Jeff J. Yeaw


	11:20 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Olathe, Kansas, USA
	Dear Vincent, We went to our first candle lighting event for you tonight. We lit a candle for you just as you brightened the world for so many of your friends and family with your warm and contagious smile and your giving spirit. You were a shining example for so many. We miss you everyday and you are always in our thoughts and prayers. We miss you so much and wish we could have you back. We know that we will see you again, but the wait is not without its pain and sorrow. You are the joy of our lives and will always be our no. 1. We love you and miss you. With all our love forever, Mom and Dad, Naomi, Micaela, Mariah, Daniel and Natalie
	John and Rochelle Boos


	11:19 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Amherst, NH
	Colin, we want you to know that we think of you every day and miss you. We will never forget your smile and your cute shyness. I just hope that you, Kyle and Tim are together and smiling down on us. We miss you all so much. Hugs, We love you Kathy
	Kathy


	11:19 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Springfield, Vermont, USA
	This is for my little sister Alivia--we'll never forget you little Booka. Taken from us too soon. The good really do die young.
	Amy Coyle


	11:18 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Hastings, Iowa
	You are a bright star, Amanda. Your spirit, courage and resilience continue to be a source of strength to me. I miss you!


	11:18 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Memphis
	I never thought the pain would end, and it has not, But what it has done was entice me to want to help others. Pain as death, has not prefernces or prujudices. I find myself looking for ways to make my son proud of me, I know he is proud of me no matter what but I feel like since I am here, I should at least live it to the fullest for him. I miss you Steve.
	Linda Woodard


	11:17 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Huntsville, Alabama
	My precious, sweet Emily, no words can ever describe the depth of my love nor how much I miss you, how my arms ache to hold you. I thank God continually for you, and I thank Him for taking care of you now. Emily Elizabeth Dover Clark flew and instructed from varied and unusual types of aircraft and had a special love of aerobatics. I long to look up in the clear blue sky and watch her performing loops, rolls, spins, and spirals. Emily set her life coordinates to lead to only one destination. I look to that place of no tears and no parting. Yet, today, my grief is so very great. Emily was the dearest blessing on earth to me. She was just sweet through and through. With the heart of a servant who faithfully trusted God, she brought honor to her Dad and me during her 28 short years on earth. Not only did her peers love and respect her, she endeared herself to the young and to the elderly. She had a heart of great compassion. She was eternally optimistic with an exuberant love of life and the most amazing smile. Emily was not only a gifted flight instructor but a gifted teacher of God’s word at home and in foreign lands. My dear Emily, I hope somehow you know how great an influence you had in so many lives and how that influence continues. Somehow I hope you can always feel my love coming straight from my heart to yours. I am sending lots of “Mama vibes” my sweetest of blessings…until I can join you, never to part. I love you all there is in the universe...and MORE! Mama


	11:16 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Northridge, CA, USA
	In loving memory of our Son, Daniel Edward Koch, who was brutally murdered in August of 2007. Danny, Dad and I lit a candle for you at the Candlelighting held in Granada Hills tonight. We also light a candle for you every night here at home. We love you and miss you so much. Life will never be the same without you here. My heart aches for you. Love, Mom
	Connie


	11:16 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Springdale, MD
	On this day we light a candle in rememberance of our daughter Sha'Nee Lauren Dougherty who left us too soon on August 18, 2009 at the tender age of 17. We also light a candle in memory of victims of homicide and their families who are left behind to carry on. To all of my Compassionate Friends and Family, together we grow and learn how to walk this new walk of life.
	Jenise Ross Dougherty


	11:16 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Maine
	Sometimes it feels like yesterday, other times like forever ago that I lost my only brother. Tom, I will always remember you and miss you. I am teaching my kids who you are and think of us often when I see them interacting together. I love you.
	Jenn


	11:14 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Gray, Georgia
	Leah, I miss you so much. Tonight I lit a candle in honor and remembrance of you. Love, Momma, Logan and Landon
	Lisa Whidby


	11:13 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Diamond Bar, California
	Dearest Melody, I miss you so much...as I think you would have been in Kindergarten this year and I would have been able to see you in the Christmas play. I see other little girls and think of what you would have been like. I know you are in heaven in God's beautiful gardens with butterflies. The Christmas lights make me think of you and we just got our tree and lights completed. You get to see much more glorious lights...and you get to sit on Jesus lap. I miss you so much...you made such a difference in my life in the 6 3/4 months you spent here on earth in the NICU. You touched peoples hearts even though you never spoke a word. One of your nurses sent me a card reflecting on your strength and courage and how it has helped her this year. Your life has helped others to seek God. I wish we could have had more mother daughter time together but I know that I will see you once again in heaven. My precious Melody Suzanne you are forever etched in my heart! Melody Suzanne Soikkeli Born at 23 1/2 weeks gestation Weighed only 1 pound and 1 ounce, 10 1/4 inches long 2/01/04-8/22/04 We love you so much. Mom, Dad and Big Brother Benjamin
	Karen Soikkeli


	11:13 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Jonesboro, AR
	Jason: Always missing you, but knowing you are safe and thanking God for your life. Love forever - Mom
	Vicki Martin


	11:11 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:
	I lit a candle for you tonight and I prayed like I always do everyday...I miss you sooo much. I know you are not hurting anymore even though i wish you were here with us. It's been 3 1/2 years and it feels like it was just yesterday that you were here in our house and lives. We all miss you and love you so much. You are and will always be in my heart forever. I just wish to see you one more time, hug you one more time, kiss you one more time and tell you that I LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME!!! I yearn for the moment to see you again to be with you and hear your voice.. I know you'r in Heaven and I pray everynight to be with you, I just can't wait.. I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL Mommy!


	11:11 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Arlington, Massachusetts
	My daughter, Cheryl, passed 6 years ago at age 26...She was the most beautiful, loving and compassionate person I have ever known and a fabulously talented artist, as well..Her art comforts all of us who are lucky enough to have a Cheryl original ..Syl likes your paintings watching over her children as they sleep and we all find special comfort in the pieces that we have hanging in our homes..You have left a legacy of beautiful art, a warm and giving heart and a crazy laugh that no one will ever forget..My heart misses you so my sweet Cheryella, but I have an Angel waiting for me in Heaven...How Blessed I am... Your candles were shining brightly for you tonight, sweet girl and I know you felt the warmth and the love reaching all the way up to you in Heaven...The candle lighting is comforting for me, but it makes me cry, as well...It's a very emotional experience, especially, being the Christmas season, but it makes me feel so close to you...Keep those signs coming honey...Sometimes they surprise me out of the blue and sometimes they just make me laugh..You could always make me laugh, no matter what..Remember the marshmallow making? That was hysterical.. Merry Christmas my precious daughter...I love you so...Kisses and Hugs to Heaven...Mom Cheryl Marie Madden 3/7/77 3/18/03 "Art Never Sleeps"
	Kathy Madden


	11:11 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	stamford ct
	Dear Chris and Gregg, remembering you both tonight at our chapter Candle Lighting in the rain....loving and missing you both terribly....I've been blessed having you both so long in my life...you each were a special blessing...each so unique...giving me so much....I have much to learn from each of you....my life is so different and sad now...though I lost you 11 years ago Chris...I've never stopped missing and loving you....you were my center in so many ways and now I've lost Gregg who was my strength these many years ...who was always to be counted on...even though he was battling so much pain and disease...you each showed so much love, compassion and courage to me and others...you both will never be forgotten and in fact will be loved as long as possible by so many whose lives you've touched...you each are so special and it is my privelege to be your mother....I'll love you and miss you as long as I live...Mom


	11:11 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	INDIANA
	I LIGHT MY CANDLE IN MEMORY OF MY DAUGHTER LAURA. BORN JAN. 1980 AND DIED JAN. 2001. AGE TO BE REMEMBERED 21.
	LINDA


	11:10 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	California
	Our "Stini" lost her lifelong battle with a congenital heart condition, after 17 years and a heart transplant. Her joyful loving nature is so very missed, but she will NEVER be forgotten. I see her like a beautiful little bird, spreading it's wings and taking flight, soaring amongst the clouds and singing from the trees. No more, worries...no more pain...just pure joy in her journey. We love you Stini~Always & Forever...
	Auntie Pam


	11:09 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Ellicott City, Maryland
	To my precious daughter Katrina "Kara" Tagget You were the light of our lives. How could we know your time with us would be so brief. 21 years. You had so much to do, something more to be. You may be gone from this world, but you forever live in our hearts. Ce ya later. I'm always your mom. You're always my Kar-Bear
	Sara Tagget


	11:08 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Amherst, NH
	I lite your candles tonight. To my precious boys (Kyle and Tim), not a day goes by that I don't think about the both of you. Not a night goes by that I don't dream about you. You are in my every thought every day and every night. I miss you every moment of every day. I can't believe that it has been seven since I last saw you beautiful faces. I feel like it was yesterday and wish that it was yesterday. I love you both so much and miss my best friends more than anyone will ever know. You both were my everything and I love you sooooo much. I just wish that I had one more day with you, but more, a life time! We have added a new little life into our home and I know that you would love her so much. Her name is Emma. We adopted a little girl from China. We waited three very long years for her. You both would have loved to tease her( in your own little way). She has made us laugh again and has brought a new sense of happiness into our lives, although I still have so much saddness and heart ache for the both of you. I so want to be happy again but, miss the both of you soooo much. I love you and miss you both more every day. I don't know if it ever gets easier. I love you forever Love always MOM(your pal)
	Kathy(mom)


	11:08 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Missoula, Mt.
	Everyday I think of something you did to enjoy life and take joy in the fact that you made each day count. You are in my in my thoughts constantly. I miss you so much and light a candle today in your memory to help those fond memories take the place of the pain of losing you. I love you beyond words and time. That last hug is still the most special hug you ever gave me. MOM
	Russ's mom


	11:08 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Hillsboro, Oregon by way of Rio Rancho, NM
	WILLIAM EDWARD VASQUEZ JR. July 22, 1979 - June 11, 2009 Dear Son, This will be the second Christmas without your beautiful smile and shining eyes. 28 years wasn't long enough, you had so much to give the world and were on you way, achieving all your goals. Your sister is married now to a wonderful man. We missed you at her wedding this year, but I know you were there in spirit. We talked about you, cried for you and remembered you that day. Your family and friends miss you so much. Your Dad and I were chosen to be Godparents to your best friend's son. Carson is a beautiful little boy, you would love him too. Whenever I see a young family I see what could have been...you would have been an amazing father. I hope you are enjoying all the babies in heaven and teaching soccer to all the kids there too. The pain here can be unbearable and honestly I don't know how we go on. But we do. Without you in our lives. We Love you and Miss you Son. Love, Mom
	Evelyn Vasquez


	11:06 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	New Port Richey, FL
	I lit a candle for you tonight, Michele. I light a candle for you every night since you've been gone, but this was my first Candlelighting Service I attended in your memory. Almost didn't make it because I was so afraid, but these people really care about you and me; they miss me when I don't go to a meeting; and they truly understand how I feel. One member made a DVD of all the children who have died in our group with pictures and names. It touched me so deeply that all these beautiful children have been taken so early in life, and I cried for each and every one. But you, Michele, were my reason for living, my best friend, and my greatest love. I miss you so much every day, and just when it seems to be too much, you come around to reassure me that all will be okay, as I have done for you for so many years. I thought we were going to make it through this illness, the same way we had been doing for 30 years, but it was not to be. If my love could have saved you, you would still be with me today. You are truly my angel now; fly free and be free from all the worries and sicknesses you had. You are in my heart forever now, and I hold you dearly there. I love you and miss everything about you.
	Mom


	11:06 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Carlisle, PA 17015
	Seth Allyn Vick 8-6-85~5-3-05 You left us so early & we miss you so much, never did we think that we would have to part this soon. To go back in time would be wonderful. Some day we will meet again but for now we continue with this life & journey that we were given. Sending all of our love on Angel's wings. You will be FOREVER in our HEART, ALWAYS in our minds, & ETCHED in our SOULS! May you be at peace & in the loving arms of Jesus. Merry Christmas! Love you to pieces, MOM & DAD Lonnie & Angie Vick Carlisle, PA, USA Lonnie & Angie Vick
	Lonnie & Angie Vick


	11:04 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	crescent city, california
	to our sons jacob rich and seth deere we miss you both mom nylia and mom vickie


	11:04 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Perrysburg, Ohio
	Lisa, I begin and end my day with thoughts of you. Within a short time of waking up each day, I'm remembering something that either brings me happiness or sadness. Your death has had such an impact on so many people, not only our family and friends but indirectly in the kindness and empathy shown by many others who know about your death. There isn't an area of our home that I'm in where a memory doesn't pop up. I wish for so many things when I think of you. I just wish we had had more time, even a few more years, that we could have seen you blossom into the adult you would have become. We have second-guessed ourselves many times as to what we could have done or should have done medically to make things easier on you. Just know that you are constantly on our minds and that we love you. Mom
	Trisha Nycz


	11:03 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Bolivar, TN
	This will be our first christmas without our precious Leah Ashley Mayfield. Leah loved Christmas!! Her eyes would light up with excitement. We miss her so much. We love you Leah!!!!
	Traci


	11:02 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Bloomington, IL USA
	Renee, my beautiful daughter how I miss your smile & the sound of your laugh. Your Dad & I went to a candle lighting ceremoney held at Holy Trinity & it was so moving. Your Dad & I had the same thought as they were reading each childs name too many of you have died. When your Dad lit the candle he said he was remembering the time you burnt the sofa table, carpeting, kitchen floor, & the garbage can with the incense ashes! How mad we were at the time, if only we could turn back the time we would laugh instead. Its been 4 years & at times it seems like I should be able to pick up the phone & talk to you. What I wouldn't give to make that happen. I know you have been watching out for your sister & please continue to keep her safe. Like I tell you every night send all the guardian Angels down to surround her! Love you & Miss you Soooo much honey. Love, Mom "Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same." In Memory of Renee M. Mahrt 5/29/86-12/4/05
	Cathy M


	11:01 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Elmhurst IL USA
	Today we remember our son- our little boy, John G Stob III, who a year ago we could still hold in our arms. We are grateful for our 5 months with you. You brought us so much Joy. You were a courageous little fighter. We are thankful that we know you are with your Heavenly Father and that we will be together again one day. Until then our hearts ache, we love you, and miss you like crazy. Ma Ma and Da Da
	John and Taren Stob (& Jennifer too)


	11:00 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Blue Springs, MO
	Precious angel boy, mommy loves and misses you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, or wish that you were still here. I can't believe that you would be 6. I still buy and receive Elmo gifts because at the age of 22 months he was your favorite. I'm sure you would be past Elmo by now. On to big boy things. One of your cousins wants "any action figure" for Christmas, he's 7, so I can only imagine you would like the same things. This year is our 5th annual toy drive for The Ronald McDonald House and Children's Mercy Hospital. Our small group collects so many toys and other items, all in memory of you. I would do anything to hold you in my arms again. Sometimes I'm lucky enough to get to in my dreams, but then I always wake up. Someone that I had just met this summer asked me if I had children, I said yes. We continued to talk and I told her all about you. A few weeks later she told me that she thought that was the most wonderful thing, that even though you had passed away, I still told her that I had a son. I wouldn't have it any other way. You were and will always be my son. My life was blessed because I was choosen to be your mommy. I love you sweet boy---"I love you all the way up to the moon-- and back." Love, Mommy
	Cindy Gibson


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	10:59 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Conroe, TX
	Michael, you have been the best brother a sister ever had I miss you so much. My life has not been the same without you. I LOVE YOU! YOUR SISTER CHRISTINA


	10:59 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	New Egypt, NJ,USA
	Kristen. Tonight we joined with family and friends to celebrate and honor you and other children from our area. We lit a candle in your memory, but the flame of your spirit and love burn brightly in our hearts every day. With all our love, Daddy, Mom and Meg
	Rich Narcini


	10:59 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	shelby twp mi usa
	miss my Brigette now and forever! She will always be in my heart and never far away from my thoughts. You were a beautiful young lady that was cheated from the rest of your life, and has taken a piece of me when you left. always and forever in my heat and mind your loving mom! 7 years and counting
	debbie marceau


	10:58 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Palm Bay, FL, USA
	My precious son, Scott Graeme McGinnis, RN. I will always refer to you as that because you earned it even though you were suffering from a horrible disease. The studies were effortless for you and that is amazing. Your dad, brother and I miss you so much. You are in our thoughts constantly. You are always in my heart and it is so hard, even after 7 years, to accept that you are gone from our lives. I kiss your face on the bookmark every night and tell you I love you. As long as we live Scott you will never be forgotten. You were a shining star in a dark world. Thank you for being my son. Your loving mom
	Sheryl Letzgus McGinnis


	10:57 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Los Angeles, CA
	Rocket, we miss you so much sweet boy. We think of you all the time and hope you are in a wonderful place. Come visit us if you can. We long for the day we can see you again. Two years was not long enough and we were not ready to let you go. Send us kisses from up there sweet angel boy. xxxxxx
	Mia, Taylor, Finch and Evie


	10:56 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Paris, Wis.
	Kelly Marie, your 12 weeks and 2 days with your family were filled with love. It is so hard to believe you've been gone one year, one week and two days. We lit a candle for you at home this year while we decorated the Christmas tree, your angel ornament was the first to be hung. Your big brother and big sister miss you and love you and wonder if you are walking and talking in heaven like your twin sister is starting to do here. Your special connection with your twin sister means you know exactly how she feels without you. Your Daddy and I carry you in our hearts, but so wish we could hold you in our arms. We love you baby girl, and we miss your smile and your joyful nature and what should have been but isn't. Hugging you in my heart until I see you again, Momma
	Cathy Sivak


	10:56 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Walnut Creek, CA
	In memory of our first born, Lauren Elizabeth, who died of SIDS in 1997. All is not lost, for love survives. But how we miss you. Still.
	Lorie Gehrke


	10:53 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Rochester, NY
	Matthew, I miss you so much. I don't know if there is anything else I can even begin to say. The longing I feel to see you again is almost unbearable. I would do anything to have you here with us. You are on my mind every single day. I love you Matthew... Your little sister, Laura Beth
	Laura Beth


	10:53 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	elkhorn city,ky,usa
	to avonelle you will be missed this christmas from your nephew earl
	earl


	10:53 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	North Attleboror Mass
	This is in memory of my son CJ. CJ passed away on September 2, 2009 surrounded by his family. Not a second goes by where we don't think about Cj and his beautiful smile and infectious laugh. He is forever in our hearts and I know that he gives me the strength to get through each day. My husband I were blessed to have in our lives for 10 months. The first 8 months were the most amazing time. Cj taught us love beyond anything I will ever comprehend. CJ passed away due to complications of sepsis after spending 2 month in the icu of a hospital. He was born with a severe congenital heart defect and though he made it through 4 major surgeries in 2 months his tired body couldn't fight the infections that followed. "Cj, mommy and daddy, grammie and grandfather miss you so much baby boy and we know you smile down on us and love us now from afar. We will see you again someday until then this isnt goodbye it is so well for now" xoxoxoxoxoxox Always in our hearts baby boy. Also I would like to send out special wishes to other special angels: Johnny,Colin, and Angel forever heart buddies. And to baby Kross. You are all forever in our hearts. <3
	Alyssa Soldani-Sylvia


	10:52 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Westlake Village, CA USA
	My JAKE, My SON, Brother, Grandson, Uncle, Cousin, Friend, EARTHQUAKE JAKE... WE all miss you so very much. I know you LOVE getting my PRAYERS every day! When I say the Our Father prayer, I feel your presence with me. I am so BLESSED with the 25 years we had...I can't imagine what ETERNITY will be like!!! I LOVE YOU MY SON, www.jakewatson.com Love, mom
	Mary Linn


	10:52 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Michigan City In USA
	Julie Irene Mayfield 6/14/1990 to 11/06/2005 For our little girl who passed away at the early age of 15, she never was able to live her life, we miss you so much little girl, you were my best friend, my baby girl, we did everything together, I miss our times together, how I wish you were here, the ache in our heart never goes away , the tears never seem to stop flowing, nothing is the same our lives are changed forever, Julie loved to play volleyball, she could walk into a room and if you were sad she have you laughing in no time at alll, she was so giving , she always wanted to help in any way she could, we miss you so much we love you and miss you forever and always love you mom and dad


	10:51 PM, Sunday, Dec 13, 2009
Location:	Ontario, OR USA
	I'm the sister to CODY A. GRIMALDO. I had spent years n years sad over missing you. They all say like the song i wrote" Time Heals all the bruises" yet it dose for the most part. After 3 years you start to get used to you being gone, yet still sad. After 4 years you can't remember most things and you hate yourself for it. And now...I dont really know...It's sad that I can remember some songs you liked yet i can barely remember your face outside pictures.I remember your Spidy obession yet not the way you said " Sissy I love you." I will forever n Always love you. No matter how many bad moments we had my love for you goses past eternity.Every b-day dosent feel the same. I cry n cry and yet im still stuck with my changed life, an empty room, old pictures, and a dusted toybox in the garage. I wonder everyday about what would have happen if we never got in that car. I'd still have you...And im ashamed that I havent lived my life like i should have because i survived. But how can you live a life when all there is is pain, hurt, and heartache? I tell god that he must know what he's doing. I cry and cry and cant stop sometimes because it not something that fades over time. I wont get you back in this life. I miss you so much....As i write this my eyes are full with tears. Sissy always loves you. I hope you liked my poems. The money means nothing to me. If i could pay god to have my brother back in exchanged for that stupid money i'd do it in a second. LOVE YOU N MISS YOU.. Your sissy Sam P.S Happy birthday...
	Samantha Mendez